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I fairly did well too during highschool. I met new classmates and friends during this time. I also lost touch with some old friends. It was tough because I felt betrayed. Academically, I was not doing as excellent as I was during my elementary years. I remember starting to get frustrated with studies when I…

I enjoyed playing with my cousins. They were memorable moments before everyone grew up and had new friends to hang out with. With my boy cousins, we would always think of random games to play. We would also challenge ourselves to see who can last longest without sleep. I remember most playing computer games. I…

I did well in school. I studied well and I got excellent grades. I had friends. I tried being into sports as well, but I was not very good at it. I don’t blame this particular event, despite almost crying too, but I feel like I could have showcased my ability. It was the first…

It was time to go to preschool. I remember I cried the whole day without letting go of my mother. I did not want to get left, but I guess the next few days got better since only the helper needed to drop me off and of course, no more crying. As with most preschools,…

I had a good normal childhood. My parents always gave me what I needed, and they also often gave me what I wanted. I did what I was told, and I did what I thought was the right thing to do. I don’t remember being difficult yet at a very young age.

I was born a healthy baby. While I was a newborn, up to almost 2 years old, I often got sick. Seriously sick enough that I needed to be confined in the hospital. I got sick because the helper taking care of me was quite neglectful. After play, drenched in sweat, I didn’t get changed…

I somehow find myself here. I don’t know why I’m here. I just want to put my thoughts into writing. Maybe, then, I can understand whatever it is I’m going through. I’m currently in my late thirties that needs to unpack my past, understand my present, and somehow accept my future.